This was a recorded video, but since imovie is deciding to be a dick and not render properly for more than once I may as well just type is out. I had it well edited to ;.; so I'll just type it out from what I'm thinking
Really in this journal, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for everything. These past few days I've been feeling like crap to the point where I lost self-confidence, and pretty much isolated myself from everyone :/.... I really am sorry for that to happen, A few people know what's wrong, but I really think it shouldn't be here. I'm just a guy posting art, and maybe some occasional mini rants.
It's really easy for me to lose self confidence really. I'm slowly getting over it but I use to get shy and feel sorry for myself because of it lol.
So before I get off topic, just know I was dealing with some drama, that got bad to the point where I was affected mentally. I am really grateful though seeing that people were concerned and worried for me....It really helped me move on honestly.
I am glad I got to meet so many people here, you guys really helped me change both as an artist and a person who is less shy.
especially you guys
There's so many more of you, but so much to name. I'm trying not to sound cheesy writing this (probably better than my recording of this though), but I really am grateful of meeting and becoming friends with you
Even though it's really hard for me to show it in general, just know that I am grateful. I've been able to grow a lot as an artist, and slowly getting over myself being so shy in the small time I've known some of you
So... yeah, other than that I'm going to try not going to let stuff get me down.
Tomorrow around 2pm central time, I want to maybe live stream, and do a Q and A, maybe play some games. If anyone does want to hop on, then I might let them. Still for those who read this, thank you so much for doing so, and I wish to grow more here.